This feeling is a royal ____!!!! You can fill in any word!!!
To be completely honest...I don't know how I really feel other than just plan 'ol yucky. I just feel 'strange'...words cannot be used for this feeling.
Trying to be positive but looking in the mirror and seeing 'less' hair and my eyes just don't look right. I think I have a ton of grey hair that hasn't 'left' me yet so that doesn't make things any nicer but again, at least I still have hair!
I started eating really good food...BAD thing!! Guess my body just doesn't like the healthy stuff! I'm going back to eating what I have been and hopefully feeling a little better.
I do have to remember that a few days after my cocktail I get this way. I'm praying that by Friday I will be feeling alot better - as I have before.
Charlie is home and finishing up his painting - then the Christmas Tree can be decorated. Now, with little ambition and desire...I don't know when it will be done. It's about 4 pm and he's just cleaning up...then he has to go up to the attic and get things down. Sam and Paul are gone for the day...so it's him and me....and like I said, I have no strength to do this. Charlie is working the rest of the week...so I haven't a clue as to when this tree will be done or even started!
I was thinking of having some of our friends over for NYE - as we have in the past...but feeling the way I have....I'm not sure if I can do it or not. When I don't feel good...I just want to sit and not talk to anyone....just sit....can't do that with a house full of guests. I just love to have NYE too....We've had company here for, I think, the last 21 years! The kids have grown to enjoy it and now they go on their own and its just the parents....
Okay, I'm done venting. So glad I have this blog so I don't have to 'tell' people how I'm feeling....
